Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Flicker of Inspiration #52: Speed Writing

"No...no...no...please don't..." I pleaded with my eyes and he leaned into me. It was no use-his were already closed, his lips parted slightly as they met mine.

He tasted like beer and sweat.

"If I keep my eyes open, it won't count..." I thought as I tried to resist, but as he moved his hands-one cradling my head, one resting on the small of my back- I couldn't any longer.

My eyes closed and I fell into him.

Minutes had passed when they opened again, but for all I knew it could have been days, months, years. I lost track of everything and it took me a few minutes to get my bearings again. I opened my eyes to find him in front of me, staring at me, his mouth cocked in a half smile that, under normal circumstances, would infuriate me. But now, knowing that his mouth had just been on mine and with the amount of adrenaline coursing through me, just made me smile back.

"I'm sorry," he started, a small accent I'd never heard before coming through, "I know I shouldn't have done that. I just couldn't help myself... you just look so..."

"Don't worry about it," I said, cutting him off. I was afraid if I heard the end of that sentence I may actually explode from embarrassment, or anxiety, or hormones, or some combination of all three.

"Maybe we should get back?" I asked.

"Ok," he said, looked a little disappointed."

I turned to leave but he reached out and grabbed my hand, spinning me back into his arms before I knew what was happening. In a split second, his lips were on mine again and my eyes closed without a fight this time-falling into the moment, into him.

The sweet taste of sweat and beer still lingered on my tongue when he finally released me.

This post is in response to a prompt at The Lightning and The Lightning Bug - Flicker of Inspiration #52: Speed Writing


Friday, May 18, 2012

Red Writing Hood: Choices and Consequences

The alternating red and blue lights came into my rear view mirror and my heart stopped. Instinctively, I pulled to the side of the road, even though all I wanted to do was put the pedal to the ground and floor it.

Away from the police, away from what was coming next.

Away from this life.

I sat and waited. My friend in the passenger seat was quiet-only moving to shoot me daggers with his eyes every few minutes.

My heart was beating again, though it had taken on the rhythm, and volume, of a bass drum. It pounded in my chest, in my throat. I swallowed hard but my mouth was dry. I was shaking, speechless, nauseous. In my side view mirror, I saw the police car's doors open, their flashlights fixed on me. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, allowing myself to believe for just one second, that when I opened them, I would wake up, in my bed, and this would all have been a dream...a nightmare.

The officer tapped my window with his flashlight, snapping me out of my delusions and dropping me firmly back in reality.

"Ma'am," he asked, "please step out of the car."

I gripped the handle and pushed the door open, gingerly stepping out into the street, and, still unsure if my knees would support me, I leaned against the car for support.

I looked into the officers eyes. They were sad. He was not mean, he was not angry, he did not look happy in that moment. It was small comfort, but comfort nonetheless.

I silently pleaded, but knew it would do no good.

"Please turn around. Hands behind your back."

I did as I was told and heard a sickening click. Moments later, my skin stung with the cold touch of metal.


This post was inspired by a prompt at Write on Edge: Red Writing Hood- Choices and Consequences. Write a story or memoir which relates to choices and/or consequences.